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Article Title:	Miraculous Answers To Prayer
Author of reported comment:	timothy gomez
Comment Date:	03:04 on Jan 5 2010
Comment:	Hi Mike, Very interesting web site with interesting stories. I unfortunately cannot relate to the experiences. I have lost my faith in the last 5 years as two major situations in my life (job and marriage) have brought me naught by anxiety, depression and anger as well as low self esteem and a feeling of hopelessness. I have tried everything from esoteric practices (i.e meditation etc) to going to church regularly and praying to God incessantly for me to be removed from an aggressive, manipulative, anger filled relationship to being single and totally free. I have prayed constantly for a new job where it would be challenging (in a positive manner), filled with aware, spiritual, loving, genuine respectful people as well as the opportunities to earn some great money (contributing to job satisfaction). I am at my wits end and feel that God has abandoned me as nothing has turned out for the better. I am surviving day to day and feel my life being sucked out of me by these two bad experiences. I take responsibility for making the mistake of getting into this marriage and for my choosing this job yet help and relief and change are not coming despite prayer, trying to stay positive and especially praying for the courage to leave this marriage (as her family are feral when things don't go their way). I have mixed emotions towards God currently ranging from Anger to Pain to sadness. This is NOT how I wanted nor want my life to be but no matter what I try, I am blocked at all turns. I now know why people committ suicide or resort to drugs or other addictions to quell their pain. It seems unfair that people/souls are punished for ending their lives or they are not helped but pushed, and pushed and pushed. In the words of Christ, "eli eli lama sabachthani".

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